What a (shitty) life.

You know, everything seems all fun and games before you actually involved in it, and feels the true situation that is happening in real life there. kinda having the same situation here. So my housemate from Indonesia was all good and supportive as a friend and housemate to live abroad for approximately 5 months. We prepare all of the requirements together. At first, he seems so convincing to be my housemates for half a year. After we tried to do all the requirement, he started to reveal his inner stinks layer by layer. I even feels like I made a wrong decision to go with him, and him only. But oh well, paddy is already a porridge, can not be turned back into rice. So i was just saying fuck this shit, i'm in the point of no return because its only weeks away from our flight to Japan.

He is a kind of friend that you wanted to meet during the school time only. You don't want to meet him outside, or worse, his house and staying over. Never. As an introvert myself, I actually understand what it feels like to be one. But the problem here is that, I am his housemate for another 3 months (hope not). I mean, can he be more friendly, and give a single fuck about our well-being, and our inter-personal relationship? Yes, it is true i am his friend, but i am not someone to be his daily emotional trash bin. Nigga i have my patient line. 

Things actually got better once we got here on September. We were settling ourselves in nowhere, try to support one another, giving help, and all those shits you need when you were settling new life. It gets downhill after 2 or 3 weeks. The agreement of no in house smoking is broken many times. his room is a mess, messier than Miley Cyrus's past. Damn. Also, he gave no shits no more about our inter-human relationship. Basically, hes a jerk. I was tolerating him few times, but that's it. He smoked again few days ago, and i'm deciding to move out. I couldn't bare him anymore. It is still good that i didn't tell his girlfriend about it. I still have humanity in me, but if, if he goes through one more layer of my principle, then he dead. I'll bust all of his faults and broken promise to his girlfriend lol. I don't mind losing one of a jerky friend that irritates me.